April 17, 2009
lots going on in panama. we just had our all volunteer conference, that i had a big part in coordinating as the volunteer coulncil presidenta. it went well and i'm happy that it's over and can work on other projects now.
yesterday i started teaching JA again (see post from late last year to read about JA). instead of doing 3 classes like last year, i'm doing 8. hopefully, i'm not getting myself into too much. i also have a handful of students who don't read, a blind student, and a deaf student. so it will be a challenge, but one that i am excited about.
miss you all back home. hope you're happy and healthy and enjoying life.
coco
March 9, 2009
carnaval...what can i say? the 2 carnavals i have been lucky enough to celebrate here in panama have blown me away. i had never participated in or seen such a huge celebration before coming to panama. and now that i have, i can't imagine going back to a life that doesn't include carnaval. so here's a look into carnaval for all y'all back home.
carnaval happens every year the saturday-tuesday before ash wednesday, or, the beginning of lent. it is, literally, a festival of flesh (carne=meat in spanish). the idea is you get all of your sin out before lent starts, and you have to be a good christian. that means you go all out. and my favorite part is that everyone participates. the youth, the grandmas, the little kids. they ALL go big. here's a breakdown of all the main components of carnaval in panama:
las reinas (the queens)
each town has 2 reinas of carnaval, one represents calle arriba and the other represents calle abajo. calle arriba is generally made up of the more well-to-do people, some may call them snobs. calle abajo is for the hood. both queens prepare all year for carnaval. they need to raise money for their costumes, floats, fireworks, and promo materials (mainly big posters of glamour shots that everyone in the town puts in front of their homes). each day the reinas come out, in a new elaborate costume and float, and parade around the plaza where the culecos are (see below). a float with a murga also follows them (see below). people cheer or yell at them (depending on if they are calle arriba or calle abajo). sometimes it gets ugly and the opposing calle sings songs about the girls, detailing who they've slept with and mistakes they've made (all in good fun, of course). when both have paraded around they shoot off fire works and the two teams "dance battle." at night, they come out again and parade around in yet another crazy costume and float. they also light off more fireworks.on the last night of carnaval, the queens have a showdown. starting right before dawn (right before it's lent and you have to be good again) the two queens begin to light off fireworks. whoever can light off more, wins. this year i sat (very tired) at the plaza from 4am to 5:30am waiting for the reinas to come out. they were both shooting off their fireworks, but, clearly, calle abajo was winning. that girl had wayyyyyyy more. she shot them off til 8am. no joke.
la murga
the murga is a band that follows the reina around on its own separate float. it is made up of some percussionists (cowbell!) and a lot of horns (trumpet, trombone, etc). they play music to which the reina and people in the crowds dance. there's usually a bunch of entourage peeps that are on this float to. this year i saw: kids is condom tees, transvestites, hooches, you know... ¡agua!
the water is probably the best part of carnaval. kids and adults run around squirting people with water guns and pouring buckets of water on people. and you can't get mad. it's the law down here. from sunrise til 5 each day, be prepared to get wet. sitting in your car in the traffic with your window open? walking down the street in your new dress? it doesn't matter. you're going to get sprayed/splashed.the culecos are a ton of fun. basically, they're when huge water tankers line the sides of the plaza and spray people down. everyone comes to have fun, so the plazas are packed, especially in the big cities. the plaza is also lined with vendors selling beer and street meat. so basically, you get drunk, go get sprayed with water, yell at the reina as she comes around, and then stuff your face with fried and grilled items. what a day.carnavaleando tip: when the reina comes around, follow her murga around the plaza, dancing and jumping around. it takes awhile, but you get to see everything that is going on and all the hyphy kids do it.
atop the water tankers are people from companies and political parties. they throw out free tee shirts and water bottles and other labeled goods. some also have dance contests. the hooches come out in full force for the contests and the winner usually gets a free phone or something. they even had contests for the boys and girls this year. i saw some 7 year olds shaking it like video twerkers...weird. even weirder? the boys' contest. 4 to 13 year olds were made to dance one by one, but not alone. the grown women promo hoes with their boobs out grinded on them as they danced and their parents cheered them on. oh panama...nighttime
after getting wet all day, you go home to rest and eat dinner. then, you go out again. in the plazas, the reinas come out in a new outfit and on a new float. other reinas and princesas come out to, in polleras (the traditional dress). there are outdoor discotecas all over the place.the most well-known discoteca is PH. it get poppin about midnight and lasts til 4am every night. around 2am, some headliner comes out and performs. the best part is that a bottle of seco (the national liquor) is like $10. i am so over the $80+ bottles at the club back home.

do it!
so basically, carnaval is amazing. water, skimpy clothes, booze, street meat, reinas...AMAZING. i will definitely miss carnaval when i return to the united states of (boring and unfestive) america. and i encourage each and every one of you to go to a carnaval in latin america at some point in your lives. it's pretty tiring, as us americans haven't been prepared for such a long festival of debauchery, but you won't regret it.
February 12, 2009
thanks to everyone who helped out and collected soda tops for my girl scouts. so far we've used about half of the tops i brought back, and we've raised over $20 (a small fortune for my girls). my girls have a lot of activities they'd like to do (classes to learn to make traditional/folklorico hair accessories, attend the mid-year national camp, etc.) so if you're still collecting tops, please send them down (my address is to the left).
also, we just went to girl scout camp. let me just say, WHEW!!! 6 days of 250 screaming/playing/signing/fighting at times/camping girls on 4-5 hours of sleep a night was TIRING. but my girls had so much fun and it was a once in a lifetime experience for them (the cost of camp is what some families make in a month). luckily i wrote a grant and obtained the funding for my group and some other volunteers' group to go to camp. woo hooo!
here's pictures of the headbands and belts my girls made, as well as a few pictures from camp:
December 10, 2008
it's orange season again. that means pasearing (visiting neighbors) has become heavy. not as in the mood is heavy, but as in the plastic bags filled with oranges are heavy. i definitely am getting enough vitamin c.
when i first moved to my community it was orange season. i learned that you don't just peel the orange and eat the slices. panamanians think ii'm crazy when i do that. no one actually eats the white stuff. gross! so to just get the juicy part, they peel and suck the orange.
here's how to eat an orange like a true panamanian:
start with an orange and a (sharp) knife.
peel the orange with the knife, working from top to bottom in a spiral pattern. once you are a pro (like me) you can do it in one piece.
once the orange is peeled, cut off the very top to expose the inside.
chupala!!!
once you've sucked out all the juice and pulp, you're left with the white stuff that only crazy gringos eat. done!
December 3, 2008
The year is coming to an end and there are a lot of things that I finally did. Knowing that I'll be here for 2 years has made me put things off. I always say to myself, "I still have time to do that," and put things off (walking to El Valle, visiting the Darien, etc.). Finally, I have accomplished some of the things I said I would do a long, long time ago.
Teach Junior Achievement
Back in training, we
Like everything I've done here, teaching JA had its good parts and its bad parts. Good: It's always fun working with kids, and in Panama you're doing something new and exciting whenever you initiate a youth project. They learned about concepts that would never have been introduced to them (what is the economy, where do the things we buy come from), learning in a new and exciting way. The students were not used to the types of activities we did (critical thinking, creative activities, working in teams) and they had a lot of fun going along with what the crazy gringa was doing. It was a really rewarding experience and I definitely plan to continue teaching JA next year. Bad: Well, it was kind of depressing. I was teaching 5th grade (which means 10-12 year olds) and some of the things we did were beyond challenging for them. One day we were playing a game with paper money and when it came time for everyone to count how much they had, kids started yelling, "CoCo! CoCo!" I went over to help the various students and they all had the same question: "What comes after 900?" (they were counting in 100's). Maybe I'm wrong, but I think I knew that 1000 was after 900 by the time I was finishing 5th grade. Yet anything to do with math here was really hard. The students couldn't even solve 120 - 120 without writing it down and going through "0 minus 0 is zero, 2 minus 2..." So needless to say, I got really frustrated at times. And many of these kids will not continue with their educations after next year (6th grade). It makes you feel like what can you really do to help these kids out. Back to the good: Well, I can try. Next year the principal wants me to teach JA classes to 3rd-5th grades. So more kids will experience a more interactive classroom and be introduced to critical thinking. And even one of the teachers commented to me about how he liked the style of teaching. So maybe it will rub off and some teachers will start making their students think a bit more.
Visit Franco's Site
I have been a very bad volunteer girlfriend. It took me a full year (actually, a bit longer) to go and visit my boyfriend's community. I admit that at first I was a bit scared. He kept telling me about this 2 hour death hike and crossing rivers over wobbly logs and eating horrible food and feeling like you're
The hike in wasn't bad at all. I kept being amazed by how easy it was. 45 minutes downhill and no mud (I got lucky). Plus, it was beautiful. Once we were there, everyone was really nice and it was really relaxing. The no electricity thing wasn't bad since I'm used to going to bed no too long after sunset these days. I brought some beads and elastic string and made bracelets with the girls who live nearby, and they dressed up in their nicest hooch tops and short s
Leaving almost killed me. We hiked out to another town and it was all uphill. When it came time to cross little rivers, I had to suck it up and walk through because my stone jumping skills are not very good. Plus, there was barely a trail. Sometimes I felt like we were just wandering through pastures. It did make me appreciate what Franco does though. Anytime I need food or internet I can hop on a bus and be in my capital in a half hour. He has to hike out and then get on a pickup truck for an hour, then get on a bus for another hour. I've got it made.
Learn to Weave A Hat
I've been telling myself since day one that I would learn to make a hat. Finally, I've started. Sorry though, no picture of the actual hat. My first try resulted in the now famous "sombrero feo" (ugly hat). When the family that was teaching me saw my work, the burst out in laughter. They even showed it to the neighbor, who in turn exploded with laughter as well. Oh well, it was my first attempt and they sure had a lot of fun making fun of it.
November 7, 2008
as promised, fotos. i don't know if they all show up though. campo internet...
November 3, 2008
1. they LOVE change.
i work in the school store a lot that i created with the youth cooperative. kids alsways come and ask you to change their quarter into nickels. then, 5 minutes later, they'll come back and buy something for a nickel. when the transaccion is done, they'll buy another things for a nickel. if they have a dime, they'll buy something for a nickel, make you give them the change, then buy another thing for a nickel. needless to say, i'm going crazy.
2. they don't work in november or december.
okay, that is an exaggeration. maybe they work half the months. but there are so many holidays. the independence from spain, the independence from colombia, flag day, mothers' day, christmas, independence of certain cities, etc. so the kids are barely in school and a lot of men are really drunk for 2 whole months. fun.
3. they don't care if you're uncomfortable.
looking someone up and down to judge their body, clothing, shoes, hair, etc. upon meeting them is totally normal. i sugggest trying this in the states. next time you meet someone, after you shake their hand look them up and down. moving your head with your eyes, slowly, about 3 times. all of this from 2 feet away. awkward. also, tell people they're fat or weigh a lot. just like that. (as i opened my computer today, i was sitting on a (sturdy, metal) table at the school. the principal told me i would harm the desk. I said, "how?" her answer, "because you weigh a lot."
4. they believe in all sorts of folk tales and superstitions.
a. women and girls can't sit on hot surfaces. even kinda warm. apparently, it will mees up your bladder, kidneys, uterus, and more. i was sitting on the curb outside the school the other day when a teacher walked by. as she passed she said, "this girl is bad. she likes to sit on hot things."
b. they believe in witches (brujas). when franco woke up in the middle of the night with a rat on his chest, he screamed and woke up his host family. they attributed his fright not to a rat, but to witches. the next day in town, everyone was talking about how the witches had attacked him.
5. they can't say "yes" or "no."
or make any sort of opinion. if you hold out a piece of cake/dollar/gold watch and say, "do you want this?" they will respond, "yo no se" (i don't know). clearly they want it and you have to know that, because if you say okay and walk away, they'll say you're rude. if you say something they don't like or that is clearly wrong, they won't tell you. their culture avoids conflict, so people just don't share their ideas or comments about anything.

